I need someone to care right now..
Not later, but now...
You know, as the attention whore I am, I haven't felt a need for care ever, like now...but not my adults, because they are those who do not understand. I need a friend, or someone I care for, to ask why it sais "mothersday.." on my status on skype.. I want someone to ask if I really am okay... but I know nobody won't, because they mostly don't know, or care.
So I'll just sit here, getting my hair wet from the tears I try to dry.. feeling lonely.. feeling like a monster for not doing as much as I could to make these days being with her.
Oh my god.. I really need someone to care right now..
